07.07.2023 Lonely absurdity

I miss you, I feel lonely

before, I would not have felt these feelings

things have changed

I am not familiar

Abandon

Attempting unconditionality

Conditions of pain

Absurdity

Disconnection

Difficulty

Waiting, patience, time

Feeling unqualified, on my own and for you

Why do I do this?

Because I love, because I live

And there’s no reason not to

Absurdity

Processing, coping, expressing

Producing

Absurdity

Living

Absurdity

Soundtrack: “Almost nothing” by Silent Poets & Okay Kaya